I seem to return this site every two years when memories of that random encounter resurface.
April 2011. After a year in which this girl had been pandering to my fantasies and giving me the impression she wanted me, nothing had happened except for a meeting in her car and a warm kiss to her neck which only served to confirm to her she had my attention.
She always avoided meeting me after that, saying she did not wish to be the cause of a divorce. Makes sense I suppose, but that did not prevent her from muddying the waters with our fantasy phone sessions almost every night.
And what about the text to me Christmas 2010 whilst I was out on my Works Christmas Do? I was in the pub at the time & the text said she was in the bath right then diddling herself like crazy thinking about me. As I read it, my workmates were watching behind me so I got a lot of stick from them that night. All I wanted to do is leave the party & go join her in that bath. But I knew she would not let me in. So I stayed.
She finally allowed me in one Saturday at the beginning of April 2011 when she succumbed to a sensuous massage because she had put her back out. After a long massage session things began to move on as passion took control.
I found out then how tasty her lips were. How beautiful her eyes were, deep blue oceans, And her enormous soft breasts yielding in my hands. She almost succumbed to me right then but she somehow managed to regain her composure at the last minute…
It finally came to a head one Friday night a few weeks later. 22nd February 2011. I was out in the car during a massive thunderstorm. I’d parked up near her house & was walking in the storm (I love walking in thunderstorms.)
After a lot of text foreplay she resisted my attempts to see her so I got mad.
I accused her of just being a prick-teaser & suggested we call time on this relationship that simply wasn’t a relationship.
She finally caved in & let me enjoy the most fantastic time of my life exploring her body.
I was in Heaven. April 2011. One month I just cannot forget ……
I always love this time of year. Spring. Warmth after months of chilling cold, Light after months of darkness. Longer days. Shorter nights.
But April always reminds me of her. 2011. Buying my convertible Astra on 1st February and showing her a day later (after a very enjoyable massage session.)
And next week when we finally get together. My mind is roaming. More on this shortly.
Well I’ve not been here for a while. Where were we? Oh yeah I was applying for jobs back at the beginning of 2014. Didn’t get the Insurance jobs in Manchester (although that would have been a mistake anyway – I hate the 25 mile commute & so I would have hated the job.)
I changed tack & obtained a job as a computer technical support advisor in a massive global firm. Thought the prospects would be good – I’d started on the breadline in the call centre & quickly got to grips with handling dozens of calls one after the other. But hated the prison-like shifts with no flexibility & it quickly became apparent that the promises of quick promotion out of the call centre was non-existent. I’d still be doing stupid o’clock hours in minimum wage now if I hadn’t moved.
So I did. I March 2015 I found my vocation in Skelmersdale of all places. Insurance again, but dealing with the Public, not Brokers. Small family type office with great people. Again I adapted quick to dealing with our customers directly after 30 years of talking to professionals & strange enough I’m enjoying it immensely. I’m still there & have no intentions of moving. I have the kind of job security you just cannot find anywhere else in this Industry. Local (20-30 minutes commute) & in the middle of nowhere – I’ve even rekindled my interest in wildlife (especially birdwatching) with regular sessions virtually every morning before I decide to enter the office.
So why have I started this blog again?
Her…. She’s re-surfaced in my mind recently & over the past few weeks in my sleeping state or when going to sleep or waking, she’s there.
I see her in my dreams. Most notably when she drenched me as she came on top of me all those years ago. Like it was yesterday….
When she sexted me while I was on my Works Christmas Do. She said she was in the bath diddling herself while she was thinking of me. How horny does that make me feel? You guess.
Laughing out loud when I realised the “oil” I was using to massage her back & thighs was in fact skin defoliation cream! I’m laughing now as I write this.
It’s like she’s still here with me but she’s long moved on. I thought I had…..
During my holiday in Devon last week Shell rang me while I was at the flix for hot horny sext. Much as I wanted to participate it was not really viable in a darkened theatre so I declined.
Returned last Saturday & immediately took our dog for a well-earned walk & who should I meet in our local park? The one & only Shell babysitting a friend’s dog. And she looked so slim n sexy having lost weight since I last saw her. Our chat ended all too soon so I arranged to meet her the day after.
This meet was fired up by a hot sext session that evening so I was well up for something special in the forest after playing out that rape fantasy the night before.
No such luck. Misunderstandings meant she turned up half an hour after I’d left. Doh! Disappointed to say the least.
So what does this prove? That I still defo have the hots for her. And maybe just maybe she is still interested. So is a replay of our lust in the frame? Time will tell.
On the plus side the agency to whom she’d recommended me contacted me last week & I had a good interview today with a well-respected insurance company.
Will I be employed again in the next few weeks?
Watch this space.
Ever felt redundant?
I have for quite a while now on a personal level. However, as of 20/12/13 my works office at Preston closed its doors for the final time & I am indeed now redundant from my job.
First time out of work since I started my career the day after I left college in 1979. I have been employed continuously since then. So this is quite a knock to my self confidence.
In my favour are all my (ex-) work colleagues who are my eyes & ears for another job. There’s nothing like networking to get you back on track…..
Even Shell has been speaking to me again (I miss her) & has suggested a good recruitment agency.
Only time will tell now whether I can get back in the saddle – anything will be considered. I need a job !
Not nice being told you’re a creep when you text a friend who is close to you (or thought she was).
It really hurt.
So I’m staying away from Shell for now.
I’m really getting into that other girl (Lucyfer as she likes to be called) and she can be really graphic in what she likes (& wants from me). She wants to be dominated (that’s scary but exciting too).
Hope I can live up to her lofty expectations one day. I keep hanging back & I’m not sure why so far.
Is it because I don’t really know her? Am I scared of the “bunny boiler” (Fatal Attraction) scenario ?
It’s not like me to hesitate….
Well soon after my sexting with Shell she confirmed we are good for fantasies only. Which is bad because right now I need real sex. Hot horny lust with no strings.
Well what I’ve not mentioned is I’ve found someone prepared to give me just that. Well I didn’t find her, she found me. A Facebook request through a mutual friend. She thought she knew me from ages ago. But she’d mistaken me for someone else.
We’ve been FB messaging for a good while. Turns out she has the same Birthday as me 12th November but 1970 not 1960.
Then suddenly we moved onto texts having swapped mobile numbers. Two weeks ago things got heavier & now we want to meet. It’s close to happening & I’m certain it won’t be just for coffee because she’s made it quite clear what she wants, how she wants it, what turns her on etc etc.
I’ve never met her before so I have no idea if I will fancy her like I do Shell. Shell is beautiful hot & I know she’s very good in bed. The other girl is an unknown. But I need sex real bad & she knows that’s all I want. That’s all she wants. She trusts me not to hurt her physically but I’m more worried about the mental fallout.
Lets just say things have been cooled off to give us both time to step back & think if this is real & right for us.
I just know it’ll happen. Soon.
I need to tell Shell that too……