Monthly Archives: July 2011

Manchester & an iMac

She texted me at 2am again this morning. So weird. She’s going to Manchester tonight on a nite out presumably with her works friends but can’t be sure. She does not say much in her texts these days. Anyway on … Continue reading

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Honesty

Asked Shell today reason why she treats me the way she does. She said doesn’t know why she is the way she is & that she wouldn’t talk to herself because of the way she is. Hope that makes sense. … Continue reading

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Confusion

Just when I think all is lost she offers an olive branch… After all the love expressed about her ex I told her she’d be desperate to pick me 4 some loving not just physical I meant real love & … Continue reading

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Realisation dawns on me

Yesterday’s blog mentioned Shell’s disregard to my texts & now I know the reason why. At 10pm after what seemed like an age she admitted she had sent an expensive bouquet of red roses to her Ex for his Birthday … Continue reading

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Despair

I so keep trying to rebuild our friendship but Shell just keeps digging in & shutting me out. My texts tend to be lengthy & filled with all my feelings for her but where I generally respond to her immediately … Continue reading

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Hope

Well I told Shell this week is the anniversary of her first text to me. She just called me plain weird. At least I got a response from her. I remember receiving it one weekend 2 years ago while I … Continue reading

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Sadness

Well I think she’s finally cut things off. After getting her some wine one Tuesday nite a couple of weeks ago she didn’t text again & it’s still quiet. I got her a sexy outfit in the hope of rekindling … Continue reading

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