Another eye op this week because the last two didn’t work.
Depression overcame me & I got pissed with friends but on my way home I was overcome wish a sudden rush of pain – I missed Shell so much I texted her & told her.
She confirmed what I suggested – that time doesn’t heal – my feelings for her are just as raw as they were last April…….its been 15 months & it seems like yesterday. I still love her dearly & she knows that.
At least she knows how I feel & empathises with me.