Not sure where I am anymore. Shell’s 38th Birthday today & she has refused to let me anywhere near her.
Family & close friends only. I have her card & prezzies sat here waiting for her but I couldn’t get them to her. Her choice. Didn’t want others to find out about us.
Why do I bother about her still? Why do u love a girl who clearly is not bothered about me?
Love is a strange bedmate.
I’m on a real downer listening to The Eels.