What am I doing wrong ?
Caught Shell by chance on MSN today & when she didn’t respond to me I simply said “bye” seeing as she was obviously busy.
She curtly told me not to be so impatient (she was sorting something) to which I apologised n said I’d wait till she was done.
Guess what? As I expected she disappeared without another word.
Kinda makes it clear she doesn’t wanna know me anymore.
It hurts so much even now. I just dunno what I did to get this treatment.
Glad I’m going to York tomorrow I need some distraction to get Shell off my mind. So far nothing is working as she is in my thoughts when I wake up & when I go to bed.
Glad I’m not female either or I’d be crying a lot right now. The pain can be bad sometimes gotta stop thinking of her…